adakah dia cintaku

aq membawa diri ke sekolah teknik(yea right bwak diri...poyoz jew aq neyh! hey i'm the strong gurl yea!)

aq temui hidup bru d'sana..teman dorm yg giler2..clazmate?leyh larr...but all the boyz rock yea!

hmmm..aq fun gler dok langkawi....aq b'syukur coz all dormate aq cm siblings..

sakit+senang+sumer larh together!

warden aq best gler! tegas but caring...Miss A!

aq sebenarnyer dlm pngawasan dokter but i need to study!so she give me permission..

hmmm....btol larh kate pepatah ketawa itu ubat segala penyakit...

mungkin sb aq happy dok kt hostel n school neyh...

my pain getting less day by day..

actually aq ade admirer one boy in my class..he is Mr V!

he trully nice guy...but quiet arrongant..

aq bkn slalu smbang ngn dier...but my bez fwen Ribena yg close ngn dier..

i'm juz going be silent admire! this 1st time yea!

when think about him i feeling liked in heaven..

hehehehheeee...such gedik gurl lar plak..

aq xtaw nape aq rse cmtuh,bler tgok dier ilang sume prob dlm fikiran..seolah aq d'pukau olehnya.

tapi aq takot tok dekati Mr V...aq hanye ketahui m'genai dirinya melalui Ribena..

ntahn apewk bler aq dengar dier da gurlfwen kt shah alam...aq felt so frust!

and hope that he happy...

smakin lame aq mengenali Mr V,smakin syg pd dier...even aq anggap dier as fwen..

sometimes aq rse dier cm mengerti ngn hati aq neyh..but sometimes not!

dalam mse yg smer aq d'beritahu oleh Miss sayunk yg Mr A capel with my exclazmates...

n that gurl also close with me!

feel liked d'khianati pown ade...

huh!disappointed!

i felt messy,confused and lonely..

but i try cheer up myself with hang out with besties..

without think clearly,aq tros time purpose from one boy name Cendol.

actually Cendol da lme admirer kt aq tp aq wat derk jew...

hati ade kt owg len time tuu..

aq try capel with this Cendol...try syg insan len selain Mr V...

tapi bile tgok muke Cendol aq cm tgok muke Mr V...

sediyh...seolah aq xikhlas ngn Cendol...

derita beb jd silent admirer neyh..syg someone yg dah b'pnyer..

honestly Mr V byk mngajar aq tntg seowg lelaki..

 to be continue............